A date with myself

I was just looking for a couple of screws and ended up in the city! I walked around wensum park as well just because and dogs kept following me... They were so adorable... I really want one!

A man approached me when I was in Anglia Square and asked if I had any money to spare... He said he was starving and nowhere to stay so I did what any decent person would do and gave him some money, though I was only carrying £2.50 with me and I gave him £1.10 so I didn't have enough to buy screws anymore but that didn't matter though looking back on it he was a bit twitchy and asked others for money so I was wondering if I didn't give him enough and I thought that I just gave him some money for which made me feel really bad... I hope he bought himself food rather than the other thing. This is one of the things I'm afraid of happening to me, I don't want to end up homeless... Though I guess nobody wants to - I really hope he's alright and found someone who could help more than I did... If I end up having a good life in the future I wouldn't mind helping them out from time to time when I can... I mean it's not their fault the world is a cruel place to be in.

This is one of the things that drives me to do better and it also stresses me out at the same time, it makes me feel that if I slip up or even ease up a little I would end up that way and I would have nowhere to go.

I feel nowhere near of finding my sheep today...